In the previous post, I talked about
small things, and how much harder everything else becomes when we try to cram
in too much. It’s easy to say we’re going to cut out those small things, but
not as easy to implement those changes. Every so often, this involves
confronting people, or behaviors, or inner demons, or real ones or whatever whatever.
Most of the time, I’d prefer to hide
my head under a pillow and ignore the thing until it goes away. But. Doesn’t
generally work, because when I remove the pillow the THING is still there. And
it seems bigger. Like it grew when I wasn’t looking. (It’s a THING in all caps.)
And then it’s harder to confront.
But it still needs to be done. Vocally, physically, emotionally confronted.
*grumbles and whines*
It takes courage to speak up. To
disagree. To *gulp* say no (especially when you originally said yes out of
guilt or fear or whatever). But courage is one of those bricks we need. A
really important one. So, it needs to be molded and fired to just the right
shape.
I think I have that courage. But my
well is running a little dry, so I’ll have to scoop way down to find it. But
when I do, I’ll confront all the THINGS that consume me, and vanquish them. And
then, my friends, I’ll figure out where to put the next brick.
What about you? Do you have a hard
time confronting your THINGS?
